On October 9, 2011 one of the greatest men I have ever know left this world. Richard Rowan Myers (my father) drifted out of this world in the arms of his love, my mother. The night I got the call I shrieked in horror and disbalief. I could not believe that my daddy died. We rushed over to my parents house after dropping my daughter off at a friends house and arrived before the undertaker took him away. I walking and and saw him laying on the bed. It was my dad but yet again it wasnt. His face had turned colors and he looked like an empty shell of the man that i knew as my father. It has been five weeks already but it still feels like yesterday and there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of him.

    How I wish you could have stayed

but you had to go away

and how I miss you every day

the pain is more than I can say

I hope you knew I love you

though at times it was hard to show

past regrets haunt me

for now it is too late

Im sorry if you didnt know

how i loved you so

you were my hero

and always will be

the end

When the dreams have faded

 and the black screen appears

not sure which way to turn

not sure which way to go

I see you in the distance

but can catch up to you not

you've gone beyond this world

not time for me to go

You turn around not

you continue on your trip

i cry out to you

and i feel my heart rip

goodbye till we meet again

goodbye ill see you in the end