The Night

Latley it has been so hard for me to sleep at night. I have always suffered from insomnia but lately it has been horrible. I sit in the dark and the voices in my head will not stop. I think of my dad and a whirwind of what ifs fill my thoughts till the point of being scared and sad at the same time. Its all I can do at times to get a few hours of broken sleep then get up with Noel to take her to school then I come home and crash. Sleeping during the daytime is easier and I manage to get some sleep but it doesnt feel enough.