Monday

Noel has been having insomnia since being sick and starting aderall so I was so happy that she was able to fall asleep at a deceit hour tonight. I cant believe that thanksgiving is just about here. Its a bittersweet feeling since my dad wont be there. There will be a empty place at the table and in our hearts. When I lay my head down at night my mind floods with thoughts of my dad and then I cant sleep. Matt came home in a good mood and we were laughing and joking around which was good. Noel had a huge meltdown when bedtime came and I had to hold and pat her back till she calmed down. I hope a full night of sleep will do her some good.